It sounds like being a judge on American Idol isn’t all its cracked up to be. After all, you do have to say no to some of the hopefuls who are chasing after their dreams. This is the “worst” part of the job,

Carrie Underwood is getting candid about American Idol. Amid her first season judging the show she won two decades ago, the country singer took to X to bemoan the hardest part about her new role. “Saying ‘no’ is the worsty worst worstest,” she wrote while live tweeting the show’s most recent episode.